Reinventing oneself again

Burdened down in shame

Wanted to give in too many times treading along in sifting sands

I can’t look at myself any more

Negativity comes to the fore

I hate myself and what I’ve become

A monster a chancer nobody’s son

All I’ve wanted to be is a normal guy

I get so far along before I’ve wanted to cry

The pressure builds til I’m not in control

The debris again all in my soul

Hurt me leave me I don’t give a fuck

Self destruct button I’m outta luck

This is me rising up from the ashes

I’ve given myself all of my lashes

Beaten myself up but hands on my knees

Ready to stand up for all of my

Deeds

Turn the page to my new 14.0

It won’t be the last time so you know

I will reinvent myself over again

It will be just a matter of time and not when

Mark 14.0